Here are some thoughts fer ya...
First of all....HUUUGGGSSS!
Second...I've been where you are...Bless you for being honest! It makes no sense to pretend that we don't have these times when it seems like our faith is slipping away. You did the best thing by reaching out to fellow believers. You can borrow our faith for a while.
Third...Somewhere along the way, you have been drained and you gotta fill back up with the Spirit...Or another way to say it is that something is blocking the Spirit already in you and you gotta go in and unclog the plumming so that the Spirit can once again flow! Try this:
Find a quiet place. Set aside all your worries, cares, concerns, etc (they will still be there when you get back!). Put on some soft instrumental music. Then close your eyes. And ask Jesus to show up. He will. When He does, just go with Him. Don't ask him to solve any problems just let him lead. He will give you just what you need. Don't worry about how long to stay there, but stay there until your mind quiets and you see Him. Then follow Him.
IF you cannot get your mind to quiet, stand in your authority against the enemy and command anything not of God to be silent in Jesus name. I've had to do this. It's amazing how quickly they shut up.
Fourth...If you aren't overwhelmed yet by resources, here are some great teachings by a crazy (in a good way) dude named Andrew Wommack.
I have been greatly blessed by his messages. This is a link to a series called "Christian Survival Kit". Browse and see which one might meet your needs at this time. Or explore the other subjects that he teaches on (the left hand column lists them) and see if another one catches your interest. I have yet to find one that doesn't minister to me in some way.
Keep on keepin' on sister...And as my friend likes to say "FAITH, NOT FEELINGS" is what matters!